Wednesday, January 07, 2009

Realisations...

There are realizations and then there are realizations. Here are some of mine –


My yearly post count has been a multiple of 12 for the last 3 years. In 2006, it was 36, dropped to 24 in 2007 and then last year, all I managed was 12! Check out the sidebar and see the archives for yourself… I wonder how things will be in the year 2009!


Life isn’t a bed of roses. But avoiding a lot of thorns is in my hands. My brother writes something to this effect in his profile on his blog. I realised how true this was. In hindsight, it is always easy to see where you should have swerved to avoid the ditches on life’s path. I realise that I have sometimes walked with my eyes closed… I still do




I can speak! Yay… I used to be a good orator in school… participated in a lot of competitions and won a couple as well… but somewhere down the line, lost the touch. It seems to be coming back slowly, the ability to hold an informed opinion and air it aloud. I dial in to radio shows fairly regularly and go on air as well… and I love it! Perhaps I should have listened to the tiny voice that always said “APPLY” whenever I read invites for RJ auditions



I miss mom. Missing home has become synonymous with missing mom. I don’t mean to say I don’t miss dad and bro. I do. But the proportions just don’t compare! Its gonna be a year soon, and the tears still wont stop. I can’t look at my Wedding pics without getting nostalgic or the video without crying. I made a collage out of some wedding pics and cried like hell all throughout it. Mostly, whenever I looked at her



GM diet is NOT a wonder diet. I diet for the first time ever in my life and was a bit let down actually. After all the glorified reviews, I was perhaps too expectant. Sigh…



Its is great to have old friends walk back into your life and pick up from where they left off… a true blessing it is, to have friends with whom you are completely unmindful of pretences




A lot that they say about marriage is true, and a lot is not… it’s like a buffet where you lay out the spread and pick and choose different things at different times. Whatever be, it needs effort…




I can plug earphones into my ears, put on some great music and be lost forever, anywhere…